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Blood Boils
02:13
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i'm comin atcha from the future
i just wanted to tell you
you are drained of meaning
can't hold on to a feeling
because y'all know (y'all know!)
whose blood boils (boils!)
who dons hot acidic layer
it's my funeral, take it to go
to lay a hand on it later
at dawn you grab mine
championing movement
for me to feel valued
is that why do it?
on the phone were you crying?
or was it just the line,
shaky, cutting, losing sight?
i won't tell you it's alright
headlights hit posts
and movement is known
but forward, backward, it's all relative
it's all in your head
why does your touch
linger on me too long
and the fuckin air
all around me like you're still right there
get away from me
no one can touch me
i want my mommy
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2. |
Home For A Minute
01:50
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home for a minute
but i'm living in it
did you even notice
the way that i'm hopeless
to long for a feeling is better than nothing
so close to the crumbling inside of my stomach
remember when your lie was that you like to read?
and it didn't seem so long when you were hugging me
it just seemed like time was freezing
it just seemed like i didn't need a reason
i guess you are tired
i'm still feeling wired
on the phone with my friend
i'll just meet you in bed
my mind is just racing so fast that it's aching
my thoughts are just racing so fast i can't face them
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3. |
Youngster
03:17
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last night on the pavement i told myself a lie
i really don't believe it now but it's too late not to try
and it's a memory, the way i should have been
i'm not complaining and i know it's not a game but if it's all the same to you then i could really use a win oh
where did i go wrong? where did i go?
who are these people? what do they know?
they must know something i never did
it must be something i forgot as a kid
last night at the restaurant i let myself believe
there's really nothing for me here, yea it's time for me to leave
and it's a mirror, it looks right back at me
yea i know we met and it's not like me to forget but if i haven't said so yet let me say something i'll regret aw
where did i go wrong? where did i go?
who are these people? what do they know?
they must know something i never did
it must be something i forgot as a kid
outside on the pavement i looked up at the sky
i really don't believe it now but i told myself a lie
i did not know you, you did not know me too
i know it's a shame and i'd really like to stay but if it's off the table then yea you know what to do oh
where did i go wrong? where did i go?
who are these people? what do they know?
they must know something i never did
it must be something i forgot as a kid
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4. |
In Us
01:42
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well i know love is real
cause i know how it feels
to be the one who carries all the weight
while i believe in light
and i believe in love
i don't believe in us
i don't believe in us
it is forgiven
and it is timeless
i don't believe in us
i don't believe in us
one, maybe we'll have fun,
or maybe we should not
here i am in chinatown
it doesn't matter you are gone
and even if i wanted to
i never would go be with you
even though
you make me full
you also make me horrible
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5. |
It's Nothing
02:03
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stand up straight
throw it all away
miss you all day
eyes roll back, sleep it off
everything ends endlessly
it's no secret that i want you next to me
but when you're gone i won't follow through
i'll just roll into my next life away from you
it's nothin'
cities underwater
graveyards are pretty in the sun
it's ok that someday i will be one
that my insides grinding must someday cease
and my two tone eyes will close with ease
full is nothing, empty is nothing,
i'm no vessel but i need one to function
i wanna watch you kiss someone else
then i'll know that i'm really a ghost
plus i just think it would be hot
i'll be fine and know i'm not forgot
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6. |
Piss
01:51
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one time at a party
devoid of story
i went to your room
took off my shirt
and someone walked in
your wall just a curtain
the bathroom was just a bathroom
it was enough for me
to cross streams
to be two streams that crossed
one night at a party
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7. |
Dear Body,
01:28
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making it work makes me ache
like looking at the sky and knowing that it's fake
playing catch is romantic for a moment
and then you just can't bring yourself to throw it
the stars feel so fake too
like you planted them to make me think of you
but if i close my eyes you still are there
i wanna be alone this isn't fair
dear body, please don't let me
please don't infect me
alone in here
the only sound is my two tears as they splash on the ground
if you could be born into this moment, pastless,
would you love me any less?
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8. |
Tonight
01:28
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tonight i wait (we had a fight)
to seal your fate (talk about it tomorrow)
there's no escape
i'm waiting in the hall now (i still love you)
for you to close your eyes (i close my eyes)
you'll never see me coming (it's hard)
i have to watch you die
tonight
i can't go on (i know we can)
unless you're gone (talk about this all tomorrow)
i'm waiting in the hall now (come to bed)
for you to close your eyes (i close my eyes)
you'll never see me coming (i have to get some sleep)
i have to watch you die
tonight
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